Illusions

Was it her, or the idea of her?  It was proposed to me that I fell in love with who I wanted her to be, but not who she was.  Was I blinded by the hope that this was my end all in love, just because she had a few qualities of what I was looking for?  Illusions of perfection, shattered when reality hit.  Now I don't know what's harder, the fact that its over, or the fact that it never was. - NR